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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2006|06:07 pm]
A shadow of what she once was
If I say anything, what good will it do? I can only make things worse. For anyone I talk to... For myself...

So what can I do?
Smile like you mean it.

These are my snow covered dreams [Oct. 26th, 2003|08:03 pm]
A shadow of what she once was
[music |lightning crashes]

How much would it cost to have major plastic surgery on my face and body, change my name, and move to a city so large that no one would ever notice me, or find me again?

Just out of curiousity.
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There will be no rest for these tired eyes [Oct. 12th, 2003|04:02 am]
A shadow of what she once was
seriously, no sleep tonightCollapse )
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2002|03:32 pm]
A shadow of what she once was
[mood |amusedamused]

Passions is the greatest show ever!
Apparently, having sex is a natural normal reaction to human death.
Sleeping with your sisters love? That's fine.
After your best friend has been executed? Of course!
Ooh plus, tragically the not so spanish white boy might be dead.
Yay. Ah who am I kidding. We can't get that lucky.
This show saddens me.
They just did another recap.
-Plague of birds.
-Comet hurdling itself towards harmony.
-Sam and Graces house being sucked into hell.
-The men of Harmony battling demons from hell.
-Theresa *dead* coming back to haunt them.

Greatest show ever.
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The power rangers are damn cool. [May. 26th, 2002|12:00 am]
A shadow of what she once was
[mood |sleepysleepy]

The season finale of Buffy was quite interesting.
The "show you the world" "i love you" part was kind of cheesy.
I think the world needs a little cheese from time to time though.
I also deducted things with my detecting power-ness.
I was sitting half way through thinking.
"hm. spike wants to be restored. restored sounds farmiliar, why?"
"oh ya. because it's for the soul. bet he gets his soul back."
Alas he did, there goes the hope of him being a villian again.
It does not amuse me though. Vampire with a soul.
Not unlike Angelus. Which is a show that has everyone leave. Buh.
I enjoyed the episode though. The magick was quite pretty.
As was the destruction.
Anya will never cease to amuse me "why are you not dead yet?"
I'm insanely tired but I don't want to go to bed.
I keep hoping people will come on-line to converse with me.
Power rangers movies are well done with the backdrop.
Better than the show with the cardboard buildings.
The white ranger was absolutely dreadful. Leader my left foot.
There is still no one on-line.
I guess I shall just talk to you all tomorrow.
All of you that read this at least.
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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2002|10:36 am]
A shadow of what she once was
[mood |excitedexcited]

GRADCollapse )
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2002|09:13 pm]
A shadow of what she once was
[mood |indescribableindescribable]
[music |graduation-vitamin c]

This is it.
When I wake up tomorrow it will be the day of our Banquet.
The day of Prom.
The day where graduation begins.
Part 1 of 3.
Part 3 is the end. Of everything we've been preparing for.
I'm excited beyond belief.
I'm terrified beyond belief.
Tomorrow is our grad!!!
We made it. We made it together.
Despite all the fights. All the trials. All the tribulations.
We did it.
Tomorrow we get our reward.
I can't stop crying and I don't know why.
I can't believe that it's finally here.
I will be a wreck the day of the ceremonies.
I can garuntee that.
I hope Amanda doesn't look better in the dress.
We're almost there!
Love you!
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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2002|11:33 pm]
A shadow of what she once was
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |goodbye to you-michelle branch]

Reliving childhood!
I couldn't find a picture of shy violet small enough.
I now have IQ the sprite.
Rainbow Bright is damn cool.
Cuteness is good.
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I'll finish the survey later [Apr. 25th, 2002|04:54 pm]
A shadow of what she once was
[mood |hothot]
[music |what can i say? i'm just that damn hot. or possibly warm.]

look---> a goat. just kidding. or am i?Collapse )
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Yes [Apr. 24th, 2002|09:19 pm]
A shadow of what she once was
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[music |jewel- foolish games]

I haven't updated for a while.
I'm sorry about that.
I guess I haven't had much reason to.
Yesterday was fun.
Pina Colada lubricant anyone?
Heather called me a whore. Tsk tsk.
Today was also quite fun.
I got disgruntled with Theresa Cao.
It's been 4 freaking years. She should move on with her life.
The LOTR 2 preview looks absolutely amazing.
I thought the first one was good, this one put it to shame.
This is me updating.
I don't know.
I usually forget to update when I'm in a good mood.
Now I'm just here.
I'm trying not to cry for no particular reason.
I feel like an idiot.
Everyone elses problems are so much more important right now.
I'm not saying mine aren't here, or that other people are selfish.
That's not what I mean.
I just feel stupid.
I have no nails left again.
It hurts when I touch my fingers now.
I'm now officially chewing the skin.
I know it's an awful habit. I tried the bad-tasting nail polish.
After awhile I just grew accustomed to it.
My mom bought me ice cream. The kind with nerds.
I had a bit with a fork. I hate ice cream with a spoon.
It tasted good, but I don't want any right now.
I hate how when you're upset you want to eat.
Food bothers me.
I wonder if I could live off of broccoli for supper.
I like broccoli. It looks like that's spelt wrong.
I feel so cold. I haven't been able to warm up all day.
The movie theatre was insanely cold. So was Agnes' lotion.
Poor Agnes, has to have surgery tomorrow.
Don't worry, I'll make you a care-package.
I need to stop babbling.
I hate these funks. Where nothing makes sense.
Where everything hurts.
I don't understand what brought this on.
I was in a good mood an hour ago.
Smugen. I'll be fine.
Dissapointment is an awful thing.
Getting your hopes up. Why even bother?
I'm not saying to take a forever pessimistic attitude.
However, like the saying goes....
Expect the worst. Or something like that.
Now I shall listen to Jewel songs.
"break me" "take me" "ee ee"
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